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Thursday, November 10, 2005,
  10:32 AM

Say you love me every waking moment
turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you
All I want is freedom
a world with no more night
and you, always beside me
to hold me and to hide me
Say you'll share with me one love one lifetime
say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me
each night
each morning
say you love me
-you know i do
love me. thats all i ask of you.

i'll miss you.
you know i will.
you've been great.
i love you.

screw it.

Sunday, October 30, 2005,
  5:54 PM
class party!

schools out, and we finally planned a class party.
8 nov at sentosa. (:
and 28 dec, prob my house, xmas party!(:

i met up with sarah yesterday!(: had lunch with her and ariel and teri and errol and joel. then we went off while ter and ariel studied. haha. and then watched zorro with jon joel and errol. they were being mean to me =( long story.

went out today with ariel nick and errol for lunch and halloween costume shopping. and some people are pissed for ditcihng them which i really didnt know we actually did.


my blogs dying, i think i'll stop updating once again. quite an acheivement though, i kept it alive for relatively long.

another time.


screw it.

Thursday, October 27, 2005,
  6:36 PM
puke it out.

its not jerk it out, its puke it out.
we had watermelon eating and fruit juice drinking competition today.
it was plain downright sick. i didnt do watermelon eating, but apparently it was rotten.
and the drinks, theyre not even fruits or juice. water with TONNES of sugar and colouring. it was just downright sick.
i drank 5 packets in all. i felt like puking so badly. and everyone went back to class and collapsed and it was the first time class was so quiet. everyone was like drugged and wasted or something.
anyway after resting i went out with mu and piong to holland v! and i spent like 50 bucks on dunno what. blah.
it was quite fun though(:
and we went to a pet shop and a freaking bird shitted on my blouse. like some wonderassholeshootingbird. it was IN THE CAGE. wth.
my stomach hurts.
report book, the horror.
after all the ca nonsense moderation. i got
4 a2s
1 b3
2 b4s
1 c6
i missed a1 for a subject by 1 mark, annoying.
i missed an a2 by 1 mark
i missed a b3 by 1 mark
i missed a b4 by 1 mark
and the rest were all like miss by 2 marks except for one subject.
how miserable.
and all the teachers comments sounded the same. all along the lines of 'havent realised my full potential'.
tomorrow's the last day of school. this year passed really really fast. quite scary. before i know it i'll be like 50. blah.

will she be loved

screw it.

Monday, October 24, 2005,
  6:07 PM
guess whos back!(:

im baaaccckkk(:
aus was GOOOOOD<3 i wish i could stay there forever.
managed to meet up with sunny patrick and janan! aka melbourne crew haha.
had quite abit of fun. yupp.
anyway im not in the mood to blog bout melbourne now.
im in the mood to blog bout my results.
i got scolded by my mom. for the first time ever. as in, results wise. sigh.
i got.
1 a1
1 a2
2 SUPER FREAKING NEAR a2 and 2 b3s which make up 4 b3s.
2 B4
1 D7
l1r5: 15.
my moms super mad i failed bio.
i expected it right from the start. since i lost the interest in studying bio when mr tay pissed me off.
attitude child, i know. but really, those who know me should know if i hate something or someone to do with something i just wont do it.
and yeh kinda fought with my mom cause she kept scolding me bout my results, but really. im quite okay with it. considering the super little effort i put in i think its quite good. though next time i'll study properly. haha. but bio and amath were genuinely difficult. oh well.
I HEARD THAT MR TAY IS LEAVING. WHOOHOOOOO. only question, leaving or sacked? hahahhaa.
WHO CARES I JUST WANT A NEW BIO TEACHER. like ms thomas perhaps. i really like her! shes so funny and i actually know what shes talking about.

ohoh and SARAHS BACK!(: yipeedidoodaaayippeeddeeedaaayyy.

where are you.
wake up baby,
its time.

screw it.

Friday, October 21, 2005,
  11:14 AM

im lovin it!
i love aus! and the school here is so funky. haha(:
i wish i could stay here forever! lalala.
ive gone for very weird yet interesting classes like
math (i didnt know a thing)
hoi. history of ideas.
e and d. environment and development (something like geog)
and im going for econs really soon.
i'm coming back soon!

SARAH read this! are you back yet??

love love.
you feelin me?
i do.

screw it.

Thursday, October 20, 2005,
  8:35 PM

i got half my results
and they suck so bad
i didnt get an a for english
how suck is that?
i am sucha loser.
my internet time is running out.
im missing everyone.

you KNOW it.

screw it.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005,
  5:52 PM
i'll be your suga baby

i know 2 papers results. and theyre the stronger ones so theres nothing to rejoice about yet.
i'm prepared to fail bio, and probably amath as well, and chem too come to think of it.
im so sorry for all the inconvenience caused.
and anyone in b1 who reads this:
im so sorry charm=( i didnt mean to leave!
i think
i am
going to email mrs tee
for my math and amath results.
i just have to know
the suspense.
btw, aus is very good(:
everyone should come here if they can!

im missing you so bad
i wonder where you are right now
i wish you could just get a cab
and be right here with me somehow

screw it.

i've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
just to be with the one he loves

ohow many times has he broken that promise

it has never been done
well i never climbed the highest mountain
but i walked the hill of calvary
i've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
just to be with the one he loves
all of those dreams are an empty motion
it has never been done
well i've never swam the deepest ocean
but i walked across the raging sea
just to be with you i'd do anything
there's no price i would not pay
just to be with you i'd give eveyrthing
oh i'd give my life away
thank you Jesus

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